A bit of this, a bit of that..

I've been back from Kos about 3 days now, and for my first vacation to "Syden", I really can't complain! I didn't really know what to expect unless sun, the hot weather, partying and maybe even swineflu. But all in all, it was an awesome experience! Couldn't have asked for a better group of people to travel with. But what I've learned, is that 5 days is enough.. 1 week though may be a little too much. I even got homesick... That's pretty lame, but still.. It was really something to travel there with the people close to my heart! A fun and exciting trip!

I'm having a bit of a dry-periode. Don't really know anymore what to blog about. Mostly the things I write here is either bullshit or just thoughts I need to get out, and I think that this is turning out to be one where I just need to get things out..

Spent a day with Mimi, Kinky, Curlee, Diane and Lils cousin.. It was nice to be with the girls, chillin in Mimis crib. In some way, I felt kinda out? It was weird.. Cause I had this awkward feeling that I didn't fit in, and the funny thing is that these are my girls.. They had their internal jokes and talked about things they had talked about.. I was like a puppet just nodding along.. It was really weird..

Then suddenly Mi and I started our own internal joke that we've had for some years now.. It was quite fun! But suddenly I found the scrapbook I made for her before she went to the States. I flipped through it and found all the farewell-greetings to her from our "old" gang of friends.. The CA..

Today, since I got home, I've gotten some time to think.. And I miss the old gang. I miss CA. Because we seemed inseperable before, but now.. We've just grown apart.. And it's sad.. Because it felt like nothing could come between us, and everytime we met.. We were bown to have the greatest of time.. Always laughing and just enjoying each others company. Since no matter who it was in our "crew", everyone really came along well.. But then studies and boyfriends/girlfriends came in picture and suddenly it wasn't easy to get to people anymore.. Such a shame though..

I hope sometime in the future, that everyone of us can get together sometime soon. Cause I really miss each and every single one, and the feeling of just being together with them. They spread love, and they will always be close to my heart..

I love and miss CA!


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