fredag 28. august 2009
My dad is funny, part 2!
Well, I decided to dedicate this post to my dad. Maybe you saw that I wrote a little about him in my last post. Well, he still makes me laugh. So, that's why I want to write a little about him!
- He is born in the sign of Virgo
- He's lazy as heck, but when he decides to make food it tastes like a piece of heaven!
- He's addicted to The Filippino Channel
- He as a habbit of making a fool of himself, but denying it..
- He actually loves shoes, jackets and polos!
- He's my dadi, and I love him!
Sweeear.. He treated me to food today at Ultra. And they don't know what a small portion is! But what's kinda weird is that I cravded something called "fløtegratinertepoteter", and I got that and two "karbonader" and a lot of salad. So, we ate us full on that one portion. Suddenly Shirley and Kinky came to join us. My dad was listening to music on my sister iPod with my earplugs.. Ugh..
Atleast, When we went home.. He was still listening to music. And we were talking about dancing. Suddenly, he starts to dance! All the way from Stovneer senter and home.. I laughed my ass of.. He is hilarious..! A dimwad, but still my dad and still a person close to my heart!
Speeks<3
torsdag 27. august 2009
My daddy makes me laugh..!
Way to go, Dad! I love you<3
Speeks!
tirsdag 25. august 2009
What goes through my mind..
Why I'm asking this you think? Well, because I've been thinking a lot about my friendships lately. I've been thinking a lot about whom I see as true friends, and whom I would want in my future to be close to me. I have also been thinking about friendships I've had earlier, and how much I miss them. Really, I do miss them..!
Then, what is a friendship? According to the dictionary, it is "a friendly relation or intimacy", but for me, it takes different qualitys to be what you call a friend. I've decided to mention three of them. Who all are especially important to me, but maybe equally important to you.
First of all, we have trust.
Like in any relationship, there has to be trust. I feel that trust is the fundament of everything you want to continue building. Even if it's between boyfriend/girlfriend, co-workers/boss or friend-to-friend. If you can't trust a person, why even bother?
Second, is similarities.
Okey, it may sound stupid. But for me, it's something to look for in a friend. If I have nothing in common with the person I call friend, then what are we gonna break the ice with? And if you've thought about it, you always have something in common with everyone of your friends. It can be a small thing you have never maybe even thought of. Similiarities bring friends closer, and can help with this "fundament" I was talking about earlier. Your differences can come later, as long as you have your similarities.
The third, and last, is acceptance.
If you don't accept your friend, how can you be friends with that person? It's human to have differences and things you don't agree on. They will always come in your way, and maybe the biggest challenge that any frindship/relationship can face is non-agreement. That's when acceptance comes in the picture. If you learn to see past that, then you have a friend. A friend who will support you, and accept you.. Even if you mess up REAL bad.. Like I did..
Maybe it's stupid to write about this, and I may not even have found these things properly. Maybe you've even noticed that these qualities are connected in eachother in some way? Well, they are! But I don't care.. They're important to me, just like my friendships!
These past months, I feel like I've learned a lot when it comes to friendships. And right now, I can honestly say that I am at a down when it comes to it. I've fucked up friendships, not only my own but also others. And it sucks to know you're responsible for it. Sadly enough, that's how life is..
My sister says I've been really down these past months, and yeah, I have to agree. If you're asking why, I will tell you the truth. I feel lost, to be honest. Like I don't have a home, or belong to somewhere. I have one person I feel at home with, but otherwise.. I feel like a total stranger, and that freaks me out.. Even with my good friends, or people I considered as my closest friends, I feel out of place with.. And that's probably why I've been thinking so much about friendships. The strange thing is, I haven't had the courage to talk to them about it, but enough courage to write in my blog? When it comes to this, it's serious.. And I want to apologize for those whom it affects. I'm really sorry, but I just haven't had enough guts to tell anyone really.. I hope you guys can accept my sincere apology..!
I know I'm emo right now, but this is just one of lifes many down-periodes. Soon, I will probably be back on my high, riding on some cloud.. But at the moment, I feel like I just need time to find myself. Feel like I*ve lost myself somewhere along the road to this endlessness..
Again, my thoughts spilled out on my blog.. Sorry if you've read it.. Atleast, congratulations with surviving my nagging!
Speeks
fredag 21. august 2009
Youtube of the day..
Will post some other favorite clips from this show to, so you can see why I love it! Hope you enjoy it as much as I am!
Swear.. My future son/daugther..
Cutest girls EVER! They kinda look like dolls..
Speeeks!
Cause it's just another day..
It turned out that I had a virusinfection in my throat, but it's slowly recovering. So, I'm on some kind of medication for my coughing. The downpart with getting better is that my meds tastes like crap.. Oh well!
Later on that day, I met up with Kinky. She had a job interview at a shoe shop, and for her sake, I'm crossing my fingers that she'll get the job! Atleast, we went to the city to do some shopping and looking for an outfit for a birthday this coming week.
It was really nice spending some time with her. She is after all my BESTfriend, and lately we've been busy with all sorts of stuff.. So, we've haven't had a lot of time alone. But today was really fun! It kinda made me realize again why I call her my bestfriend and how she lightens my day in many ways. She's the kindest, the most nicest and just one person that is always there for me, no matter what. And something I really do appriciate in her, is that she never judges me. Eventhough I've fu*ked up a lot, she is always supportive. And that my friends, and that alone is a quality I REALLY like in a person. The ability to keep things to yourself and be supportive.
I feel that when people say something that is the truth and hurts your feelings, it didn't really needed to be said at all. When people use the "I'm just saying this because I am your friend", for me, I think it's kinda bull.. Cause, in my opinion, friends try not to hurt other friends. But as said, that's my thoughts about the case..
I love you!
For some reason, I thought that today was a day for me to try something new when it came to how I dress. I'm usually a colorful person, but today I was kinda dull. But it's okey! I think, and I hope, I looked kinda okey. So that goes for now. I will try to variate my style, cause it's fun to "play" with clothes! I usually never post "Todays Outfit", but here goes..!
Shorts: Vintage (Daddys old cut up Levis' jeans)
Blazer: Vintage, my moms
Hat: Bought in Kos
Tee: "I heart L.A." from Shirley
Shoes: Mocasins from Primark
Speeks<33
torsdag 20. august 2009
I don't give a shizznit about the cold nomore!
After a lot of mix ups with the deliverey and not having my color. My brother-in-laws brother sent it to me from the States. He is a pumpkin! And now.. I'm a proud owner for a Canada Goose Heli-Artic Parka!
© allthingsartic.com
The weird things is that I really wanted a grey one, but after I found out that "stone grey" is really army green, I changed the color. I was deciding between blue and black, but landed on blue for some reason. Now that I have th Parka infront of me, I'm really unsure if it is black or if it blue..Think I must be colorblind or something.. Cause I was expecting the Parka on the picture, but heey.. I atleast have it now, and I'm happy with it!
By the way, for those who wonder WHY I want a Canada Goose. It has a stample from being worn by "rich kids" or "wannabe rich kids". My decision is based entirley on that Norway is freaken cold. I wanted to invest in a WARM jacket, that is timeless and looks simple. In my eyes, that is Canada Goose. And eventhough it costs a little money, it's worth it!
I <3>
Speeks<33
onsdag 12. august 2009
A bit of this, a bit of that..
I'm having a bit of a dry-periode. Don't really know anymore what to blog about. Mostly the things I write here is either bullshit or just thoughts I need to get out, and I think that this is turning out to be one where I just need to get things out..
Spent a day with Mimi, Kinky, Curlee, Diane and Lils cousin.. It was nice to be with the girls, chillin in Mimis crib. In some way, I felt kinda out? It was weird.. Cause I had this awkward feeling that I didn't fit in, and the funny thing is that these are my girls.. They had their internal jokes and talked about things they had talked about.. I was like a puppet just nodding along.. It was really weird..
Then suddenly Mi and I started our own internal joke that we've had for some years now.. It was quite fun! But suddenly I found the scrapbook I made for her before she went to the States. I flipped through it and found all the farewell-greetings to her from our "old" gang of friends.. The CA..
Today, since I got home, I've gotten some time to think.. And I miss the old gang. I miss CA. Because we seemed inseperable before, but now.. We've just grown apart.. And it's sad.. Because it felt like nothing could come between us, and everytime we met.. We were bown to have the greatest of time.. Always laughing and just enjoying each others company. Since no matter who it was in our "crew", everyone really came along well.. But then studies and boyfriends/girlfriends came in picture and suddenly it wasn't easy to get to people anymore.. Such a shame though..
I hope sometime in the future, that everyone of us can get together sometime soon. Cause I really miss each and every single one, and the feeling of just being together with them. They spread love, and they will always be close to my heart..
I love and miss CA!
Speeks<33
"We were never meant to be, Baby, we just happened.."<3
onsdag 5. august 2009
Thi Ka Nis?
Gonna be here until Sunday, so we still have some time to bask some more in the sun and tan. I know I really want to be tanned! But for the most we just chill, and today I think party is on for the day? I don't really know.. I just follow the rest!
But I'm gonna go now!
Speeks<3
lørdag 1. august 2009
I love you, tomorrow!
I'm prettt excited for tomorrow though.. The boys are already there and sayin it's good down there. I really need to et away from the dragging spirit of Oslo, and also the crappy weather. It sucks with rain! Atleast, it will be sunny when we get to Kos! I kinda miss the guys though, but we'll see them on Sunday!
But think I'm gonna go spoil myself a little, and maybe learn somethin useful on the piano? Hope you are enjoying yourself as much as I am!
BTW..! I bought myself a navy Canada Goose parka.. So, I have somethin to look forward to when I et home! YEY!
Speeks<3