Think I needed it..

Today was one of the best days in a very long time. I feel I've struggeled a lot, but now, everything is kinda falling into place. And to be honest, it feels great to have a little control on my life back! And this is one of the days in a very long time I'm sitting with a tremendously happy feeling.. It feels freaken good too!

The day started of with school. Evethough out subject was pretty boring, our teacher managed to make our class fun..! We even danced, and I laughed my ass off. It's hilarious! And I've been kinda worried about trying to "fit in" in my class, but now I feel I really dont care much and I'm becoming more myself. Just being more happy. I can even say "hi" to my classmates without being shy.. It's wonderful.

Later on, I went downtown with Ish. He was supposed to buy shoes, again, but they didn't have them. Atleast, we'll be back tomorrow to get them. Everyday with Ish is great in any way, so I'm just thankful that eventhough he's sick, he still managed to go out.. He's the shizz!

Last, I had cotillion practise a RJs place. The really good thing is, that those involved in the cotillion is friends I've known for a looooong time.. And sadnly enough, I've lost contact with many of them. Luckily, I got to talk to many of them today. Especially RJ, Kev, Mads and my cousin, Julian. And it means a lot! Because they do mean a lot to me, and I've just missed their precence in my life.. So, I'm really thankful for the cotillion.

What made the day even better was on my way home. I was walking with my cousin, since we live in the same direction. And we just talked, but still, it meant so much! Because he is the closest thing I can come to a younger brother. He practically is my brother, since we've grown up together. And everything just feels so natural to tell him. It's weird. But we talked about how long since we'd seen eachother, and that we didn't get to talk too much personal and so on... Eventhough, he lives like 10 minutes away, I haven't seen him in like 2-3 months..! Still, this made a great day even better. And for that, I'm thankful!

Decided to just be happy and be positive, and it seems it's already working!


Speeks<3