So be it..

..If you hate my face and call me a whore
..If you never cared about me, cause right now it seems that way!
..If you never want to talk to me again! I don't take initiative with people who don't want to listen to a word a have to say anyways
..If what we had seemes like nothing to you now
..If our friends struggle to pick a side, I'll say "pick yours".
..If you and other people feel pity for me. Cause I did the right thing. I told you FIRST! The worst thing is that you already knew. But NOT from hearing it from other people this time, now you only have youself to blame..

I'm tierd of this shitt, but I don't regret ANYTHING! If you hate my face, go ahead! You were the first to know atleast this time.. Only seems like eveything I do is a mistake to you So maybe your mistake was ever getting involved with me? I'ved caused you too much pain, and right now, I'm sitting here with it.

I don't care if you freaken hate my guts.. You're a dear friend. I friend I would really like having forever. But if this stops us again, I'm not strong enough to go through all this shitt again. People say it's different, but no.. The main thing is you think I've done something wrong, and you hate my guts for it. Again..

I don't need to apologize for anything. But I'm a girl, I cry over a lot of things, and this most deff will be a part of it. But I'm continuing with or without your blessings, cause I did the right thing... You just happened to know it before we did.. So who is the one to blame?